Ajaxx'92 - #Sunrays (feat. Cello Miles) Lyrics

I feel like they don't want me here I
Stood up in my face of my fears
I haven't felt this way for years
The clouds have departed I'm finally feeling the sunshine
I feel all the rays beaming down
The universe gotta be proud
I'm on constant battle with depression
The darkness clouding my vision is hard to spot out my blessings
It was raining it was pouring felt like the sun was a legend
Had to Carved out a smile pretend like I'm unaffected
I ain't talking suppressing all my feelings
Bottle up my emotions preventing them all from spilling
The devil was on my back turned me away from healing
My spirit too disconnected to deal with what I had to deal with it
I was cornered by fears
Drowning in my failures
I had no idea
How to ask someone for help it was
A Struggle unfamiliar
I just couldn't shake this feeling
Cut myself off from the world
Cant recognize who in the mirror
I used to be so sure of myself
There was a time when people would confide in me
Used to be the one that people go to for for help
Times changed I need the light and Couldn't find it in me
Now I feel like I'm goingdown right path
These Demons thought they had me down but no I'm right back
My Visions never been clear regarding my life's plan
Now if you with me you against and it's like that
I feel like they don't want me here I
Stood up in my face of my fears
I haven't felt this way for years
The clouds have departed I'm finally feeling the sunshine
I feel all the rays beaming down
The universe gotta be proud