Akshay Alive - Absolutely Alive Lyrics

Last pick on the court
Last chair in the band
I've done the most I can
I tried to be king of everything
And now I'm just the jack of nothing
Now, I don't know how to fix myself
And I don't want to lost myself
And there seems like no absolute answer
I don't want to distance from the people I love
But if I love all
Am I too far gone

Out of body and out of my mind
Voices saying that I should die

Am I okay or out of time
My thoughts start to fade and I'm so tired
Finding the strength to stay alive
I'm not through just yet
But is this good-bye

No absolute control
But I got some power in my hands
So I take my eyes off the sea as I tighten the mast
Empires fall and new ones arise
So I'll rise like the phoenix
Higher into the sky

Out of body and out of my mind
Voices saying I'll be alright

Am I okay or out of time
My thoughts start to fade and I'm so tired
Finding the strength to stay alive
I'm not through just yet
But is this good-bye

Is this what it's like to be alive
The ups and downs
The smiles and frowns
Make each moment count

Am I okay or out of time
My thoughts start to fade and I'm so tired
Finding the strength to stay alive
I'm not through just yet

I will be okay in due time
My thoughts start to clear
I feel inspired
Harness the strength and feel alive
I'm not through just yet
But is this good-bye

I'll see you again
This isn't good-bye