aldn - precious Lyrics

I hope you know that you are precious to me
I f*cking hate the new me
He's taking medicine to feel again
He can't get up to talk to them
You're so precious to me
I'm so sorry that you had to see me here like this
I hope you know that you are precious to me
I f*cking hate the new me
Everything is meant to be
Can't control my personality
You're so precious to me
I always f*ck it up and let it slip away
Away

I think I saw you in a dream last night
I know you're not my type but it felt so right
Butterflies in my stomach but they're scared of flight
Why can't anything ever be perfect
It was perfect
I got replaced take my face it was all a f*cking waste
But it's whatever it's whatever
I've been through the shitty weather
Before
I've been through it before, yeah

Wish every moment was so special
I can think of several
Remember when you tied my shoe, you were so gentle
I wish that I was helpful
Wish I was successful
Wish that I was special
Special
And now I face reality
There's no one meant for me
F*ck being someone that I never even wanted to be
And I'm so close to living so happily
I'm gonna drop everything and move to the city

I hope you know that you are precious to me
I f*cking hate the new me
He's taking medicine to feel again
He can't get up to talk to them
You're so precious to me
I'm so sorry that you had to see me here like this
I hope you know that you are precious to me
I f*cking hate the new me
Everything is meant to be
Can't control my personality
You're so precious to me
I always f*ck it up and let it slip away
Away
I let it slip away