I kept you from the rain like an umbrella
I was your sun in your darkest era
And looking back, I don't wanna look back
Cause we've been in this position many times
I never cried cause you know damn well that boys don't cry
I've been bottling up my feelings so I can throw them at sea
You gave me nothing
You gave me nothing at all
You gave me nothing
And this led to our downfall
I gave you everything and it still wasn't enough
It was never enough
You made me feel like I was nothing
Made me believe that I was difficult to love
And like a fool, I kept trying
I kept trying till it became too much
I got in so deep that I lost who I was
I knew it was toxic
I knew it wasn't right
But no matter how bad things got
I couldn't help but try
I told myself it would be different this time
I just couldn't give up
Constantly battling over wether this is love or lust
Cause if it's love
Then why was it so messed up
I would treat myself like nothing
Yet, to you
I gave so much