I had a dream I went to sleep and woke up in a dream
Inside a bed that wasn't even mine
I wasn't worried everything was fine
Was only thinking 'bout the journey made along the ride
And in these dreams I'm living different lives
Wake up and I question my reality
Living nights like I'm a f*cking knight
Hunting demons, fighting monsters with no cavalry
I'm alone in my thoughts can't get up out my head
How I'm fighting all these wars while I'm lying in bed
Damn
You'd think that I would take some melatonin
But I'm trying not to sleep so I can catch my own breath
Wish that I could just be happy instead
I'm facing things that I can't see like I'm blindfolded
Stare at faces with the curses of death
Can't make sense of the state that I'm in
I think that this might be the cause and effect
And if I told you bout the times that I wept and cried for seconds while it pouring outside in tiny increments
Moments I should never neglect
I feel the tears trickle down my own eyes
My hearts been buried alive I tried to resurrect
But I don't think I'll be the same again
I fell in love with human challenges
Oceans I dived in
Left me drowning in the things I bled
Words I wish that I said
And how reality left me for dead
So who am I to beg
For my dreams to come to life
While I deal with pain and strife
All the roads that I can't find
I was always lost in time
I don't know how I got here (lost in time)
I don't know where I went (lost in time)
I don't know how I got here (lost in time)
I don't know where I went (lost in time)
But I know one thing I'm (lost in time)
Yea I know one thing I'm (lost in time)
Walking
Walking
Walking
Walking
Walking
Walking
Almost fell and tripped and died
Put myself inside a coughing
Now I'm coughing up this blood onto the gravel I've been stomping
Moving down a lonely road damn I think this happens often
Can't remember
Every winter I get sadder it gets colder
Start to look over my shoulder cause I'm scared of getting older
And the past is catching up
Or the futures getting closer
I've been pushing up these boulders
For so long that I'm a loner
Started YLE NOL
So lonely people never feel alone
If you find me then we grow and turn this house into a home
Turning everything to gold
Midas touching to a T
No more cold sweats
I hate being wet when I'm asleep
I was always lost in time
Now I think that's it's alright
Found beauty in this life it brings me closer to divine like...
I don't know how I got here (lost in time)
I don't know where I went (lost in time)
I don't know how I got here (lost in time)
I don't know where I went (lost in time)
But I know one thing I'm (lost in time)
Yea I know one thing I'm (lost in time)
I don't know how I got here (lost in time)
I don't know where I went (lost in time)
I don't know how I got here (lost in time)
I don't know where I went (lost in time)
But I know one thing I'm (lost in time)
Yea I know one thing I'm (lost in time)
I don't know how I got here (lost in time)
I don't know where I went (lost in time)
I don't know how I got here (lost in time)
I don't know where I went (lost in time)
But I know one thing I'm (lost in time)
Yea I know one thing I'm (lost in time)
I don't know how I got here (lost in time)
I don't know where I went (lost in time)
I don't know how I got here (lost in time)
I don't know where I went (lost in time)
But I know one thing I'm (lost in time)
Yea I know one thing I'm (lost in time)