Tic toc it's six o clock
In the morning
I still can't sleep
These fictional stories
They won't get out of my head
I might sound cynical
But why the f*ck is life so difficult
I'm sorry
I can't go through this again
Hiding our feelings like masquerade
I think about it every single day
Trying to look at life in brand new ways
Wanna feel it in my heart
Feel it in my lungs
But real life got me feeling so numb
I wanna feel it like a ride
Feel it like the sun
But real life got me feeling so numb
Kick box, these hits won't stop
There's no warning
My brain it sees things all disproportioned
When will my stars align
Im left foot right foot, I'm going further
Like Rehab, Leave that
Ain't no disclosure
Gotta get up and try
Sometimes I feel like I need super powers
To get me through all of these countless hour
So I'll just sit here picking petals off flowers
Wanna feel it in my heart
Feel it in my lungs
But real life got me feeling so numb
I wanna feel it like a ride
Feel it like the sun
But real life got me feeling so numb
Wanna feel it in my heart, heart
Feel it in my lungs, lungs
But real life got me feeling so numb, so numb
I wanna feel it like a ride, ride
Feel it like the sun, sun
But real life got me feeling so numb, ya
Real life got me feeling so numb