What am I living for anyway?
All of this love that I give away
Why do I do this shit everyday?
I might say f*ck it and run away
Look to the sky take a leap of faith
They never want you to disobey
God on my side livin' day to day
I might say f*ck it and run away
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Gave a f*ck about me 'til I do better
Now they be callin', before they were never
F*ck is a family, they was just jealous
Told them that when I blow up I'll remember
F*ck everybody, I'm sick of the tellin'
Suicidal but nobody was helpin'
Nobody listenin' when I be yellin'
All by myself but that shit for the better
I know
I just been out on my own
I do not take this shit like it's a joke
Please do not call up my phone
If you wasn't there when my pockets was on broke
When I be on a track ima spazz
I know I'm making a hit like a running back
Even though I don't know how to act play it back
So many sins in my life but I take it back
I had no hope I ain't going back
Babygirl she down to ride like a piggyback
I got the mic but you know I ain't fading back
When they heard the way I'm rapping they hated that
They hated, they hated, they hated, they hated me but it's f*ck em all
Like I'm a Laker I'm boutta ball
That pussy wet like a mof*cking pool
Jump in that bitch like a cannon ball
I wasn't popular was never popping them pills but then I still got it poppin' though
I'm in the mall looking at clothes I couldn't afford but one day ima cop it though
I just been on a roll like I'm a bowling ball
I get the strike I ain't sparing y'all
I been so tired of fakes don't you get it
Gotta get all of hours grind every minute
I was committed but never committed to college I gotta get dollars
I gotta get more for the people that doubted me when I was Hopeless and they never Bothered to f*ck with me when I was broke