I just can't put it together
Like pieces of a puzzle made from 26 letters
I don't know how to say never
And now I'm tired of trying wish I put in more effort
Picking up the puzzle pieces
Lock my mind up like Houdini
I can't help myself from screaming
Shaken up like a martini
Picking up the puzzle pieces
Lock my mind up like Houdini
I can't help myself from screaming
Shaken up like a martini
Shattered pieces of my mind
I'm fine
Jot another poem and start smudging the lines
With the back of my hand as I write who I am
Watch it all blur together into something sublime
I'm
Fighting to hold it together
The paint is all peeling back
Layer by layer
My ego is shrieking
I might have to let her
Fall into the void like an oversized sweater
Fall in
Moonlight
Fall in
Tonight
Picking up the puzzle pieces
Lock my mind up like Houdini
I can't help myself from screaming
Shaken up like a martini
Picking up the puzzle pieces
Lock my mind up like Houdini
I can't help myself from screaming
Shaken up like a martini
I made a mess on the canvas
Scribbling shit in my madness
But in the night I'm a bandit
Moonlight revealing my sadness
Lost in the strokes of the pen
I stole my soul back and lost all my friends
Wandering aimlessly making amends
But I know if I had to I'd do it again
I don't want to feel the way
You told me that I was
Betrayal is a fickle thing
We can't speak lightly of
But honest could you tell me for real
If that's just what this was
Cause I can't help but want a reason
For losing your trust
Picking up the puzzle pieces
Lock my mind up like Houdini
I can't help myself from screaming
Shaken up like a martini
Picking up the puzzle pieces
Lock my mind up like Houdini
I can't help myself from screaming
Shaken up like a martini