Alium - Doesn't Even Matter Lyrics

In the darkness, she cries out the pain
Wishing no more sorrow and no more shame
A quiet life, but with regrets, all the same

Tonight's the night, it will be her last
What she now knows as she walks on the past
So she drops her head, and imagines it's all over
She plays with the thought of a love never ending
And a truth that could maybe set her free
The one who doesn't see right through her

Oh it doesn't even matter anymore
She walks the halls and hears the lies she can't ignore
She says "What it it's true and they've been right?"
Why should she wait to end this life?
This life

Tonight's the night, it will be all through
What she now knows as the rope turns her blue
Then the rope breaks, she drops to the floor
She cries to realize she may live once more

It doesn't even matter anymore
She walks the halls and hears the lies she can't ignore
She says "What it it's true and they've been right?"
Why should she wait to end this life?
This life
This life
This life
This life

Tonight's the night she will see the light
A sudden rush of peace to reveal her true might
So she drops the gun, looks to the sky
To be set free from her burdens inside

It doesn't even matter anymore
She can walk the halls and doesn't fear the lies, she wants war
She knows it's not true, they've never been right
Why did she wait to start living this life?
This life
This life
This life
This life