All Caps - too deep Lyrics

Paint a picture
To forget your smile
I never thought that I
Would feel so empty inside
Wait for a sign
To give light in life
I've read so many things
That my mind starts to fly away

'Cause I wait to fall apart
When I think of the past
I'm waiting for the end
While you try to pretend
I'm way too deep in shit
Even my mom knows it
That I'm a f*cked up mess
Waiting for the end to come

Alone

I still think about you
I still think about you

I paint a picture to forget
I lay your head down on my chest
I'm waiting for summer to end
I'm sick of playing to pretend

I thought you said that we were friends
Now you left and I depend
On drinks and weed in the weekend
I'm trying to forget

Your smile
Your lies
Your smile
Your lies

Everyday I fall apart
When I think of the past
I'm waiting for the end
While you try to pretend
I'm way too deep in shit
Even my mom knows it
That I'm a f*cked up mess
Waiting for the end to come