You ever
Feel so much rage in your heart
You can't breathe
Until you plot revenge and you start
F*ck the light, all your thinking is dark
Having visions of the part
When you finish then they fade and depart
Yeah that was him
Came in the house, it was grim
They had harmed his family and had caught an attempt
So he came into the crib screaming
Felt demons
And he need em
Told his momma by the late evening
They won't be breathing, but
Those weren't the words that she wanna hear
She was tired of the violence. Wish it disappeared
Living in fear, he ain't get the message
She got rejected
Went to his brother's room, reflecting
Had a
Pocket full of swishers and a little weed
His brother's always calm so he told him, he ain't even blink
Hit the blunt told him in the street
Ain't no room for the weak so he gotta bleed
Pulled the hammer said this what you need
And as the green started hitting his lungs, his phone had start to ring
His enemy was off Brownsville and Arlington
He was starving then
Told his brother that he got him then he tucked it
Walked out the crib, heart beating it was nothing
Walking on Brownsville, knots was in his stomach
A short walk, felt like a couple hours
Only seeing black
Tunnnel vision got his mind devoured
Bust the left
Down the hill on the steps saw him slipping
Pulled the hammer gripped it
Checked and fit description
Yelled pussy nigga
This your ending
He got right up saw the terror in his vision
Eyes wide open, his life flashed in a minute
He couldn't move before the hammer started it's ignition
He tried to run
As the bullets started rippping
Emptied the whole clip
Ain't know if he was missing
Then he ran
Hit the left again towards the crib
Running as fast as he can hoping that he dead
Heart beating out his chest nerves hitting down his ribs
Back to the house again
They heard it and they scared now he's changing clothes
From all black, to dripping for the hos
Put the hammer in the ceiling
Hope it never shows
This street shit, it never was the goal
And can't fold under pressure he's in til death he already knows
Sparked the blunt up
Staring out the window with the sun up
Watching cops pull up
Told his brother not to say nun
Minutes later saw an ambulance
Palms sweaty, the high can barely break adrenaline
The first body that he ever had