Allen Cai - Nowadays Lyrics

Truthfully I hadn't thought about you in a long time
I know you don't mind, we're always online
Thought I left all that behind, at my mark
But I was running just to end up at the start
'Cause I was climbing, jumping hurdles just to get over you
Now we here again, the conversation been overdue
Mixed messages sipping mixed drinks
Getting tipsy, I trip, miss my shot like I went zero for two
Feeling warm in the moment, joking and laughter
But hungover feeling cold and alone the day after
I can't blame you for wanting to stay distant
Things changed, no pretending that they didn't
But it felt like our connection was just all or nothing
Memories flood back like all at once
God I brought it up again, the time we used to spend
A dead end, but lately I could use a friend

Hey again
Funny seeing you here ain't it?
I love the style and the new tattoo
How are you? Hey I really got to go
Catch up, yeah we really ought to though

Really ought to though, but I know that we won't
Moments we were close, now they seem so long ago, I don't know
If there was something I could say, a way that might've made you stay?
No logic why our memories fade away, like
Late nights where we're sharing music on a call and
Nowadays we hardly ever talk at all, I
Used to have your birthday memorized, now it slips my mind
Nowadays we never seem to take the time

Nowadays I don't see you much at all anymore
Nowadays I'm a stranger in your life
Nowadays we don't keep in touch or call anymore
Nowadays I might see you passing by say

Hey again
Funny seeing you here ain't it?
I love the style and the new tattoo
How are you? Hey I really got to go
Catch up, yeah we really ought to though
Hey again
Funny seeing you here ain't it?
I love the style and the new tattoo
How are you? Hey I really got to go
Catch up, yeah we really ought to though

What's going on? I won't grow past it waiting round and
Just holding on, to a photograph that's fading out
Got to move on, I know one night won't change it now
Even so, it was nice seeing you, I mean
You're not the person that I knew, but then again
Neither am I, and I guess that's fine
We drew a line on separate sides
And who am I
To make a fuss? Nah I don't want to make it weird
I'll talk to you again in another couple years, say

Hey again
Funny seeing you here ain't it?
I love the style and the new tattoo
How are you? Hey I really got to go
Catch up, yeah we really ought to though
Hey again
Funny seeing you here ain't it?
I love the style and the new tattoo
How are you? Hey I really got to go
Catch up, yeah we really ought to though

Yeah we really ought to though, but I know that we won't
Nowadays we can never find the time
Nowadays I don't know you much at all anymore
Nowadays I'm a stranger in your life
Hey again