When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always
Wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause
I know I can
But I cant pretend this is the way
It will stay
Im just trying to bend the truth
I cant pretend Im who you want me to be
So Im
Lying my way from you
(No, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take my life
Id rather be all alone
(N turning back now)
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you
Is me
I remember what they taught me
Remember condescending talk
Of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that
And this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person
Really is me and Im
(Trying to bend the truth)
But the more I push
The more Im pulling away
Cause Im
Lying my way from you
This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running form me
Like this
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me