Allusions - L.I.F.E. (Look in for Escape) Lyrics

I'm alone again
And I hear you calling for me
I feel it stronger than Ever
I never needed you
And I never wanted to
Helpless submissive
A growing sickness
Living inside my head
Trapped, I'm nothing
But the empty shell of a man

I never believed in angels
Until they swam inside my veins
Submerged in my heart
My mind a field for them to play
But when they run astray
These feelings fade
They spread their wings, and fly away
Darkness falls, and makes this home into a place that I can't escape

I pace around aimlessly
Patiently waiting, anxiously draining
What's left inside of me
I can barely lift my head
I fear there's nothing left
Restless in my bed
I lay here drenched in sweat
My blood is boiling
But my body's cold and dead
How am I sweating
While I am freezing
I don't know how
How much longer
I can go on
Living like this

I know I can go on without you
I've done it a thousand times before
But when I don't have you here
Is when I'm craving you much more
I don't want to find you
Give in to your allure
Though I wish you were here with me
To pick me up off the floor

I still bare the scars
From your wounds
And there is nothing
I can do
To make you see
What's going wrong inside of me

I still bare the scars
From your wounds
And there is nothing
I can do
To make you see
What's going wrong inside of me

How can I make you see
What's going wrong inside of me