Ally E - Fear (It's Not Easy) Lyrics

I should've known this wouldn't last cause I have the tendency to ruin us walk round questioning everything
I know it was my lack of trust tapping me on my shoulder telling me that you screwing up
I can't help but overthink it all when you with you friends is it just small talk
Every man from my past seem to f it all they f*cked up my mind I can't tell what's false
Should I just give you my heart and let me fall
But who's gonna catch me when you end it all
Can't just hand it over on a whim
So I gotta know that you're in
Can't seem to get together
My heart can't deal with this pressure
I now I gotta get better so we can have our forever

I know it's not that easy
Can't let you in that easy
This ain't gone be easy no

I'm Building up walls
If your real enough please don't call this love
I won't catch you if you fall
Nothing can change my fear
I'm Building up walls

I have love issues but that's all I want
Me and men have issues cause break your heart
And I'm supposed to take with a grain salt its probably just your default to not pick up when I call
I just can't go through this
You have a good women but you ruin shit
Trynna wear pants that you can't even fit
Then you f*ck up something that you can't even fix
Scared with you it'll be another tragedy
A fantasy and when we enter reality you'll be done with me
I can't go in to something and walk out with nothing , I need a guarantee
I need to make sure I really mean something so you won't ruin me

I know its not that easy
Can't let you in that easy
This ain't gone be easy no

I'm Building up walls
If your real enough please don't call this love
I won't catch you if you fall
Nothing can change my fear
I'm Building up walls

I'm Building up walls
If your real enough please don't call this love
I won't catch you if you fall
Nothing can change my fear
I'm Building up walls