heart like a cowboy Video (MV)

Lately I've noticed
I'm losing so much hair
A subtle reminder
That you just don't care
Not really glad to see you doing well
Since you've left my bedroom is a cell
Just moving shit around and laying down
And trying not to check on your account
I'll never understand it
From your point of view
Right now I wanna vomit
Imagine I did that to you
Now I can't even see my old best friend
Or have a meal without throwing up again
I wish I could figure out
How to make myself mine again
I knew we wouldn't last forever but I never thought I'd lose my best friend too
I knew we wouldn't last forever but I never thought I'd lose both of you
Not really glad to see you're doing well
Since you've left my bedroom is a cell
Just moving shit around and laying down
And trying not to check on your account
Now I can't even see my old best friend
Or have a meal without throwing up again
I wish I could figure out
How to make myself mine again