Almostgone - Not Alone Lyrics

Dealing with depression
Sensitive hate the pressure
They claim that they are joking
But ain't that what they all say
All these colors fill my mind
Wish I could go back sometimes
Cause I'm so high up in the sky
I'm in aurora but it's not that bright
I'm stuck in a place with
No light only darkness
Suffocating in the walls
Questioning the abruptness
Falling from the ceiling over and over again
Wondering if something will ever stop this
They say there's a light that never goes out
Then how come I can't find it right now
I'm crying heck I'm screaming out
Yet still my mind just fills with doubt
Dealing with an abnormal feeling
Not sure what do with these feelings
I try to ignore them but it's too hard
To discard this feeling I can't go that far
I wish there was another way to
Make me feel ok today
Cause i've been through a lot of hate
And I'm not sure if I should do this
I'm not sure if I should do this
I feel like i'm the only one
Struggling with 41 billion problems
It just sucks
I need to get rid of all these scars
Why do I feel like i'm the only one
That has been through this
I know that people go through this
Stuff heck all the time ayy
So tell me why do I feel so cold
I just need a hand to hold
Cause I'm dealing with things and
It's getting out of control
All things I'm saying I hope are
Uphold on a banner so people
Know that you are not alone
All things I'm saying I hope are
Uphold on a banner so people
Know that you are not alone
Not alone
Not alone
Not alone not alone not alone
Not alone
Not alone
Not alone not alone not alone
Why do I feel so cold
I really do not know
Even when standing still
Feel like it's bout to snow
I'm kinda feeling ill
Maybe should take a pill
I have not had my fill
Get me another quill
My mind is trying to instill
The dark thoughts in my head
I'm assessing addressing
The fact that I cannot get rid of them
Been there done that
Did a lot of dumb crap
I just need to sit back
Relax recap still feel alone
Even though I know I'm not
Where's the demons I dont know
End the call hang up the phone
I feel unknown without a microphone
I'm running out of options boxes
Filled with perceptions of things
Epiphanies all of them
So tell me why do I feel so cold
I just need a hand to hold
Cause I'm dealing with things and
It's getting out of control
All things I'm saying I hope are
Uphold on a banner so people
Know that you are not alone
All things I'm saying I hope are
Uphold on a banner so people
Know that you are not alone
Not alone
Not alone
Not alone not alone not alone
Not alone
Not alone
Not alone not alone not alone