Staying up late and sleeping in, All the times that I was curious
It's difficult to pretend that I'm fine, when you act like I'm not worth your time
Who I thought I was I'm still clinging to all the times that we went night swimming
I tried so hard to turn away, the reality to keep those thoughts at bay
Just let me be me
I wanna be free
I wanna do
Whatever I want to do
I haven't been okay in god knows how long
The absences of everything right and wrong
Nothing will ever be the same as it was before
Desperately holding on for something more
Just let me be me
I wanna be free
I wanna do
Whatever I want to do
Hardly handling my liquor anymore
Waking up every morning on your floor
I've been building up all of this goddamn stress
Everything in my life is a FUCKING MESS