Im really working on my craft
Until my words finally glisten
Ain't even working for money
Just working for every motherf*ckin listen
Baby steps
Until I get all your attention
Whatever opinion
Can't relate to all the whips that you've finally been in
My side
The darkness has risen
But never been able to block up my vision
I want all my music to run deep
Deeper than tiny incisions
I've been grinding ever since I started f*cking making music
And I ain't stopped since the beginning
And no I ain't finished
Forgive me for that I've been sinning
My cousin been stuck on the needle
And i could tell hes been addicted
And it ain't even ink that be hitting the skin shit
Acting a fein
Ain't even no where near looking to get clean
I can tell he be looking to fight me
Or maybe that's just the methophedemine
But f*ck it beats me
I sit back and reminisce over the times we were happy and drug free
I just hope you learn to love yourself enough just like I learned how to love me
Damn...
Momma forgive me
I'm starting to grow a bit swiftly
I know my own my history
I know you get scared cuz my futures a mystery
Momma forgive me
I pray to god you never fear me
All of your life you been living with bodies
But bodies that were not worth living
It's hard to believe
All of this time I've been climbing through trees
Throwing in green after green
Controlling my anger
Finding my own way to breath
This shit is a scheme
I promised myself that I wouldn't knock anyone's dream
So god why don't you forgive me
Just like like I forgive the others that be throwing some of the dirt on me
The untrusted coming out clean
While the loyal & real
The ones being buried up under the surface that's green
That's death
Not a single god that continued holding his breathe
So what makes you think I'll be scared of a couple of fists
Damn...
Momma forgive me
I'm starting to grow a bit swiftly
I know my own my history
I know you get scared cuz my futures a mystery
Momma forgive me
I pray to god you never fear me
All of your life you been living with bodies
But bodies that were not worth living
Momma Forgive me
Momma forgive me
Momma forgive me