What hurts the most
Is that he's moved on
But I am standing still
It wrecks my heart
And it hurts my soul
To see how little he cared
He never loved me
Like I always loved him
And I'll carry this pain
To the grave
I miss him
What else can I say
I need to move on
I need to let go
The pain is the only thing
Connecting me to you
How can I let go
When I refuse to lose you
Even though I know
You're already lost
You never think of me anymore
But I think only of you
I've never seen a relationship
This one-sided
I care: I really do care
I really hope that you are
Happy now
But sometimes I hope
You are not
I just miss him, okay
I need to move on
I need to let go
The pain is the only thing
Connecting me to you
How can I let go
When I refuse to lose you
Even though I know
You're already lost
It's not that I hate you
It's that you really
Hurt me
If you wonder if you're the reason
That I am so sad
Let me leave you with
No doubt
Yes, you're the reason
Don't play dumb
When my friends ask
What's wrong with me
This is what's wrong with me
That I need to move on
I need to let go
The pain is the only thing
Connecting me to you
How can I let go
When I refuse to lose you
Even though I know
You're already lost
In case you're wondering
If I'm okay
Then let me tell you I'm not
And I know you can get
Any girl you want
Doesn't mean you have to
Rub it in my face
Someone else will fall for you
She'll be crushed when
You leave her too
And this time
She'll miss you
And now you ignore
My very existence
Oh, how could you act
So cold
You act like I'm the only
Invisible person in the room
While you flirt with all my friends
And you expect that not to hurt
You say it's just better
To rip off the Band-Aid
But all you did was
Lacerate my skin
No, you don't rip off the Band-Aid
When it's covering someone's soul
The words you spoke
Broke me like that
It hurts more than
You'll ever know
Not that you care to know
All you care about is you
And all I care about is you
I know I'm not the funny one
But I know I don't need to be
'cause there's no bigger joke
Than my love life
And maybe I'm just so dramatic
But you were, oh, so cruel
And they never had
A funeral for you
So I just mourn
Here all alone
You said you wanted
To stay friends
But then
You said nothing
At all
Three hundred Sixty-five days
Of glorious torment
And then
It's all gone