Among Starlight - Home Lyrics

A razor blade cutting through my mind
I am step away from this f*cking line
I beg for peace every darkest night
I am so depressed but I will be fine

I don't wanna be home
I don't wanna be home

It feels like hell when the violent fight
Is all you know and all I know is fright
I don't need answers when I question why
Just turn to black these blood red skies

I take my poison, close my eyes
It burns my lips, it makes me high
I can't resist all the hate inside
Why do I have to pretend and lie?

I don't wanna be home
I don't wanna be home

I don't wanna be home though I don't want to go
I don't wanna be home where I don't belong
I don't wanna be home though I'm scared being alone
Yeah, but for now I don't wanna be home

I'm holding on, I do my best
But all I want is just some f*cking rest
It's oil and water to begin the fire
I'd rather drown than be burnt alive

The widest skies but so few stars
Among the trees like prison bars
A thousand souls but so few hearts
This is my home and it's so far

I don't wanna be home though I don't want to go
I don't wanna be home where I don't belong
I don't wanna be home though I'm scared being alone
Yeah, but for now I don't wanna be home

I don't wanna be home
I don't wanna be home