I Blow Up Video (MV)

Most days I smile
Some days I cry
Some days I lie cause I'm down and I am smiling
I'm an over thinker
I'm a drinker
And a smoker but only when I am overthinking

I blow up
When I break down
Can't grow up
Yet I know how
Guess I'm stuck
But it works for me somehow
I blow up

I don't like people
They're a handful
Hard to handle but maybe cause I am just a person
I am dramatic
I'm erratic
Problematic but only when I am dramatizing

I blow up
When I break down
Can't grow up
Yet I know how
Guess I'm stuck
But it works for me somehow
I blow up

Yea I have bad habits and I never really give them up
Yea I forget every damn session I spend in that room talking one on one

I blow up
When I break down
Can't grow up
Yet I know how
Guess I'm stuck
But it works for me somehow
I blow up