Ice In My Veins Video (MV)

I got my brothers and my family
Looking at me so different now
But I can't see what they see my reflection Gaussian
Who am I supposed to be? (Let's go)
I don't know
I lie to myself till my pain is numb
I been thinking how my thoughts been hiding on this run
I'm just running through these branches
I've been scratching
I been clawing through this dense type of forest
I just chose to ignore it
I got this drink in my cup, got me feeling so thin
I got ice in my veins
I'm just going for the win
My feelings freezing cold
I never tell a soul (no no)
This is my therapy
It's getting harder and harder to breathe
I'm suffocating, been thinking about how I should do better
How do I face it?
That one in the mirror
Elephant in the room
It's getting bigger
It's getting harder and harder to know
If I'm okay, I'm sliding, I'm fading
But still trying, I'm digging deep
To understand that part of me
So pardon me
I just need another chance
I was gone for a bit but I'm back wow
And to my surprise home is different
How do I act now?
Jigsaw pieces I'm picking up my puzzle
They never train me for that part of that broken rubble
Cemented in my brain nobody stayed the same
Progress through timelines, but I'm on an adjacent train
I ain't changing for you
I'm changing for myself
I wrote this song I hope it helps
It's getting harder and harder to breathe
I'm suffocating, been thinking about how I should do better
How do I face it?
That one in the mirror
Elephant in the room
It's getting bigger
It's getting harder and harder to know
If I'm okay, I'm sliding, I'm fading
But still trying, I'm digging deep
To understand that part of me
So pardon me
I just need another chance