Forty plus years of bad habits
Can you teach an old dog to have passion
Pain, demons saying "Kid slit your wrists"
Don't nobody care about you
Your daddy didn't even want you
I'll have a couple kids of my own
That's what you're supposed to do when you grown
I'll buy 'em up a two story home and when they ask why I'm gone
I'll have the decency to even respond
Medicate the pain away
I hate it when my brain awake
Medicate the pain away
I hate it when my brain awake
Sometimes you gotta laugh to keep from crying
So these days I been dying
Tryna find a way out
Women f*cking on me for the payout
My Wife and Kids have finally seen their way out
Everyday I stay away
Maybe then the space will keep the shame away
Maybe one more f*ck will keep the shame away
Maybe some more stuff will keep the shame away
Medicate the pain away
I hate it when my brain awake
Medicate the pain away
I hate it when my brain awake