Been more lonesome lately
From how happy you've been making me
Used to feel the butterflies and run away
Used to step back
Scared of a heart attack
Cause part of me hopes you say no
So I can say I told you so
To the part of me that always hopes
You'll be the one who doesn't go
But I don't wanna be lonelier
Than I was at the start
So I pretend to be holier
But don't raise the bar
Can we skip to the good part
Some imaginary land
Where this isn't so hard
Where I'm not afraid of the dark
Sometimes I see the future
But I don't know the difference
Prophesy or dream
Getting lost in visions of
You and me
Don't know which bet to hedge
I'm standing on the edge
Cause part of me hopes you say no
So I can say I told you so
To the part of me that always hopes
You'll be the one who doesn't go
But I don't wanna be lonelier
Than I was at the start
So I pretend to be holier
But don't raise the bar
Can we skip to the good part
Some imaginary land
Where this isn't so hard
Where I'm not afraid of the dark