Anodyne Seas - Surviving (Bonus Track) Lyrics

You told me not to worry when I fell in vein
You told me keep it quiet, it's temporary pain
I'm sorry, but it's no use pretending I'm ok
I guess I'll have to leave this world behind in ablaze

(But) if it means that much to you
I will stay

If I live, I might still die tomorrow
If I stay, I might drown in my own sorrow
Every day is another hard road to follow
I'm not living if I'm slowly suffocating
I'm surviving

I'm sorry, but I've got to leave this world behind
I'm sick of trying to get better when I want to die

Suicide, I want to die
Just tie the noose around my neck
I can feel it in my chest
The gravity is too heavy
I won't be happy til I'm six feet deep