Sulk Video (MV)

I can't escape this feeling
It's eating me alive as I stare at the ceiling
I'm high again
So I won't feel a thing
My mind's beginning to decay
And everyone keeps telling me that I'll be okay
But this misery
It's f*cking killing me
And it feels like I'm losing my mind
Just wasting my time
As I sulk around pretending that everything's fine
Where is my silver lining?
I've got to let go and try to leave this all behind me
Guess I'm calling it quits
Losing touch with reality
I can't get a grip on anything
I need stability
This is all a facade
I'll hide how I feel
Pretend I'm someone I'm not
For the sake of you
Got nothing left to lose
And it feels like I'm losing my mind
Just wasting my time
As I sulk around pretending that everything's fine
Where is my silver lining?
I've got to let go and try to leave this all behind me
So lost inside my own head
Sat in a parking lot at 3AM
And tried to escape every word that you said
I dwell on things I can't change
Wishing that I could turn another page
It feels like the world's crashing down on me
I failed everything and everyone
And the worst of it has yet to come
I just hate myself too much to love anyone
And yeah I may be young but I'm not naïve
So I'll keep screaming my lungs out 'cause it's plain to see
Things will never be the same
And I've got no one but myself to blame
And it feels like I'm losing my mind
Just wasting my time
As I sulk around pretending that everything's fine