Lost & Afraid Video (MV)

Misunderstood like life is good
Living my life like I wish you would
Loving myself like I wish you could

Girl it's been awhile
Missing your style
Living in denial like I'm drowning in the Nile
Feeling like a pile
Walking down the aisle
Seems like a mile, but I'm lost in your smile

Spent a couple days soaking up the rays
Write a couple plays, this is not a phase
Maybe, I'm just lost in the waves
Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid, yeah
Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid

Misunderstood like life is good
Living my life like I wish you would
Loving myself like I wish you could

Think of you daily
I "won't be late" like swae lee
These women can't sway me
My demons can't play me
Eyes on my lady
Yeah that's my baby
Ties to the heart
Wise with my art
A knight in the night with a light from the start
Playing my part, love and lust
Another one bites the dust
I feel the rush, I was hurt so it's hard to trust

Honestly, I'm losing it
I mean my sanity cause everything I plan to be gets lost in the vanity
What is love if I'm not using it
I'm not used to this, I know it's wrong
Love is strong, I sing my song and move along
I never stay cause I'm afraid
I want the medal and the maiden
Fascinated with the flame I was made in
Looking for a sign
Triple 9 with the underline
Speak in sines
Not the one to undermine

Misunderstood like life is good
Living my life like I wish you would
Loving myself like I wish you could

Girl it's been awhile
Missing your style
Living in denial like I'm drowning in the Nile
Feeling like a pile
Walking down the aisle
Seems like a mile, but I'm lost in your smile

Spent a couple days soaking up the rays
Write a couple plays, this is not a phase
Maybe, I'm just lost in the waves
Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid, yeah
Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid

Misunderstood like life is good
Living my life like I wish you would
Loving myself like I wish you could

Look into the witches brew
See myself with you
All my dreams are coming true
In my zone, focused on the tone
It heals my heart of stone
Let these words carry me
Wings of wisdom
You can't bury me
A wizard making waves in a world of mental slaves
Soul seeks expression
Spiritual solutions for depression
Sadness turns to aggression without conscious confession

All these days poured in the pen
Searching for a way out the lion's den
Leaving again
I'll be back but I don't know when
Sitting on a stack
I don't ever lack
Everything is right on track, yeah
Everything is right on track

Misunderstood like life is good
Living my life like I wish you would
Loving myself like I wish you could

Girl it's been awhile
Missing your style
Living in denial like I'm drowning in the Nile
Feeling like a pile
Walking down the aisle
Seems like a mile but I'm lost in your smile

Spent a couple days soaking up the rays
Write a couple plays, this is not a phase
Maybe, I'm just lost in the waves
Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid, yeah
Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid

Misunderstood like life is good
Living my life like I wish you would
Loving myself like I wish you could