Antdesu - critical Lyrics

This gon' be the last time that I say it
You keep lying on the net, when you know that you not spraying
And you hating on my music, when you the main one who come play it
This the beef you keep on choosing, and you the one who keep complaining
Can't even say stop
I'm just used to all the chat now
See that I'm on top and now you saying you can't back down
Seeing your stats dropping, I'm just feeling like the man now
Busy seeing me hopping and you ain't never put your hat down
I can't play chess
I might say I'm better, but you'll never see me say less
And now you not forgetting all the times I wore that maid dress
You worried about your past, but you not worried about your paycheck
You say you been hating me for long
But you forgetting you paying me every time you listening to my songs
And you keep saying how I ain't gonna make it, but now you seeing how you wrong
And under a minute you open your eyes and you see I'm blowing up like a bomb
I can't even tell you
Numbers going high, I'm blowing up like I'm a candle
It must mean you high when you keep saying what I can't do
And I ain't bout to lie, I take on more what I can't handle
Call me a llama how I'm spitting
If you bring me all the drama, then I know you must be kidding
If you question all my power, I'ma bite you like a kitten
You keep saying I'm a coward, but my numbers keep on kicking
Let me take a breath
I hate the mess and I stay the best
You just a pest, but you pay the rest
Like another artist who just like me and I'm riding
Just because that we both artists doesn't mean that we both fighting
I was never just a singer and I was never just a rapper
Just because you not yourself don't mean that you gotta be sadder
I was never underground, I was never one of you anyway
I can do what you do better and I can do it any day
I don't even want my ego to pass down generations
I don't try to brag, I just try to keep my reputation
I just try to make friends, but it might seem I'm hating
It's just hard to accept that I'm loud and I'm irritating
At this point I don't even know, I just try to stay quiet
I just listen through the lies and keep them thinking that I buy it
I ain't that much of a man, but I ain't that afraid to hide it
Just because that I admit that don't mean you can come and try it
I'm really bashed up, I got addictions I can't face
But I know that life keep going, so I'm keeping up the pace
People trying to compete with me, so I'm keeping up the race
Then they get really surprised when I'm gone without no trace
But it's the first time that I say it
I kept lying on the net and now I know I gotta face it
I just look back in the past and I just wish that I kept faceless
But I don't want you to forget that you the one who really made this
And I know that I can't go back
Tried to drown myself and I ain't even want to go fast
And all the things I knew that I ain't know last
But ain't no point in wishing that I never had a past
I can't even tell you
Numbers going high, I'm blowing up like I'm a candle
It must mean you high when you keep saying what I can't do
And I ain't bout to lie, I take on more what I can't handle
Call me a llama how I'm spitting
If you bring me all the drama then I know you must be kidding
If you question all my power I'ma bite you like a kitten
You keep saying I'm a coward but my numbers keep on kicking