Held my thumb out for so long
It's been chapped from all the wind you'd
Eave as you pass me by.
Only to see me fade again,
I'm the mirage you passed though
Really I was there.
God forbid I see you walk.
I'd go past without a care.
Be glad that I'm not Jesus.
Do you think I'd die for any of you.
Be glad that I'm not Jesus
Cause I'd walk away and let you all burn through.
Not really sure what to expect.
It tears me apart.
Did I learn my lesson?
Used to think having heart was a blessing.
It was slowly chipped down.
Make way for aggression!
Used to be I loved people,
Now everyone's ulterior motives'll make a good man frown.
Still I play the good entertainer
And I bite my lip while in the back of my mind
I quietly scream oh shit!
Feel kindness die inside
Right behind blue eyes.
Can I truly trust another?
Why do I feel lies are coming
Out of each and everybody's damn mouth?
I can't take your word for nothing
I found the hard way out.
Now watch me walk away.
No time for drama K?
Try coming at me sideways get dealt with in a way
That'll let you really see what kind of man I cannot be.
I've lost faith in humanity.
You're all a disease.
Be glad that I'm not Jesus.
Do you think I'd die for any of you.
Be glad that I'm not Jesus
Cause I'd walk away and let you all burn through.
I can't take it anymore.
I haven't felt pain quite like this before.
I can't take it anymore.
I don't deserve this...
I don't think that I deserve this anymore...