I couldn't die if I wanted to
But I could cry, sometimes I really do
Don't know why the f*ck I'm telling you
Too much coke in me, it's nothing new
Let's make the most of this bad time
We just have to outrun the past
Taking these drugs just to drown you
They cut out my sorrows I guess
In case you haven't sensed me bleeding,
I still hear you in my dreams
Wake up to ghosts of you and me, I can see
And I know it, for sure
When you walked out the door I could of said anything but "I'm sorry"
Never been good at apologizing
Please don't cry alone, darling
All that time I spent in my room
So much sorrow, so much bloodshed
So much borrowed time
I bet you thought I threw your letters out
I never could, but I wanted to
I cried who knew, I was never really all that tough
My friends; they never try to cheer me up
But they're still here god damn you
I kissed a ghost girl, shook my whole world
She been gone, before dawn, her eyes weren't the same
Then the vibe got all strange
Now I'm locked in a cage, wondering what the f*ck happened
Your eyes are constellations, I'm always on vacation
Provide some consolation, the world was our spaceship
Death- what I'm afraid of
Checkmate without the pay stub
You and I die famous, in my imagination
All that time I spent in my room
So much sorrow, so much bloodshed
So much borrowed time
I bet you thought I threw your letters out
I never could, but I wanted to
I cried who knew, I was never really all that tough
My friends; they never try to cheer me up
But they're still here still god damn you
She's a lost girl, worth-the-cause girl
Get high, bad times, pay-the-cost girl
She's a lost girl, worth-the-cause girl
Get high, bad times, pay-the-cost girl