HEADFIRST Video (MV)

I've been so numb, I can't feel hurt
How could you say it could be worse
Malibu beach, PCH coast
If I jump in, it'd be head first
Father in the clouds
Spare me no remorse, Strike me down
Aim for the head
Father in the clouds
Spare me no remorse, Strike me down
Aim for the head
I deserve it
Feeling like I'm a burden
Can't hit up my family
They'll hit me with Bible verses (yes lord)
Thank you no thank you
I'll keep sinking in silence, I get selfless
Help you before I help myself
Can anybody tell me why I do it
Therapy taxing, I can't get into it
Prolly make me feel worse, tryna dig up my dirt
You want me to open up- you gotta give me head first
Father in the clouds
Spare me no remorse
Strike me down
Aim for the head
Father in the clouds
Spare me no remorse
Strike me down
Aim for the head
For the head, for the head
Go bye bye, I might
Go bye bye, I might
Come on, you know you wanna
Come on, you know you wanna
Well no, I don't know I don't know
You know you wanna
You know you wanna
Father in the clouds (clouds, clouds)
Spare me no remorse
Strike me down
Aim for the head (head, head)
Father in the clouds (clouds)