Arborize - Black Lyrics

I am dead to this world
This world is already dead
And I'm walking around with this hole in my head
My cold blood running down to the back of my tongue
The lack of circulation has left my body numb

Cold
I am so f*cking cold

Nauseated, exasperated, depressed, and in distress

Picking at my skin like a f*cking crackhead
Anxiety, anger, and depression sets in
Uncomfortable in this dead skin I live in
Uncomfortable in every situation I put myself in
Jaded, faded, constantly sedated until my mind is exonerated
Fighting guilt that isn't mine to fight
I'm sick of it, I've given up on life
I've tried to end it all and I just keep dragging myself and everyone else through the muck
I give up

Dead blackened skin

I've been sitting here impatiently wasting away
Disgusting human decay
Digging up a place to rest in all my shame
Digging deeper and deeper and I keep piling up all the bullshit
I'm suffocating in my own shortcomings and discomfort
I'm living in a rut of disgust and I can't f*cking wait to bite the dust

Dead blackened skin

The farther I go
The more I continue to grow
The more my roots whither and die
I'm lost inside my mind
Only left to pretend that this is all in my head
That this is all just a bad dream
I just couldn't stop chasing the feeling that I got while watching the light leave their eyes
I couldn't get over the sweet ecstasy of ending everyone's life
Souls ascend, souls ascend
I'm already dead
Souls ascend, souls ascend
Dead blackened skin
Dead

Let me sink to the bottom of this dead world
Drop me off the face of the earth
I don't want to be here any more
Always stuck in the same place
Staring at the walls and the floor
Suspended in time
I'm just a forgotten flower left to wilt in the winter wind
Staring in through the window
Always left alone
Always wanting more
I don't want to be here any more

I'm already dead, I'm already dead