She's a ghost by volition, she haunts these venues
Cross her as an ex she will hex you
Tends to view her worries under strange lights
Won't dance with these mutts but will grind her canines
But never gets entangled
Because old flames filled her globe with an ash snow
And she'll walk you through the nightlife
Blink for a second she'll float beyond skyline
A shy smile turned by the gurning
I was high enough to defer the concerning
Cursed by the yearning, fresh from rejection
Hoping she could be the one to end my regression
I offered her shade in the hue of my blue
She politely drew a line through
She said I like you but I choose these pills
Lucifer and I have lucrative deal
She told her psychiatrist of my kind interest
And how she was fighting it
Blood stained silences
She told her therapist how we nearly fell amidst
A stinging nettle kiss
Sick bitten pessimist
She and I
Danced in constellation
To ease the cries
Of my consolation
My only lines
Directors cut
For only I
Remember us
She floats through the woodlands with the strangest of grins
Dips her brush into the pain, paints the daintiest things
Makeshift dreams, doubts of a novice
There's no return once you' sprout from the closet
Plays in the forest, never let the boys in
Brush against trees, never draws the poison
Moisten the soil, nurture the hothouse
Some lost beasts don't want to be found
I wanted her sound to drown out my wavering
Found I only care for the way she sings
A band aid shaped by relations
Truth be told I was searching for replacement
I offered her safety in the cracks of my heartbreak
She politely declined to partake
She said I like you but I like to be around women
At least you made the topic of my counselling
She told her psychiatrist of my kind interest
And how she was fighting it
Blood stained silences
She told her therapist how we nearly fell amidst
A stinging nettle kiss
Sick bitten pessimist
She and I
Danced in constellation
To ease the cries
Of my consolation
My only lines
Directors cut
For only I
Remember us