I never opened this door
I was shown the way through
I was thrown to the floor
And chained to my veins
Every time I think I've found my legs
I'm just crawling
And it's calling again
Pull me back into the light
These hands are shadows
Covered in the soot of my shame
My reflection has changed
It's becoming clearer
That I will never be the same
If I can only quicken my thoughts
I can get ahead of this
But everything is spinning
And I can't move my feet
I struggle with my right to breathe the air
I've contemplated this far too long
When my words don't make sense any more
I feel the flooding of my lungs
It's coming back
It calls to me again
It has become who I am
It lives inside of me
This war I wage is boring through my chest
It has become who I am
It is a part of me
Ever since this began I've been frozen to the floor
But my heart still beats and I won't take this any more
Take back my fate
Unwrite my ending
Take back my fate
Rewrite my ending
I feel the flooding of my lungs
It's coming back
It calls to me again
It has become who I am
It lives inside of me
This war I wage is boring through my chest
It has become who I am