Exodus Video (MV)

Take a look into my eyes, try not to cry
Or not to laugh as you artificially sympathize
Or matter of fact, just get lost, I don't need anybody
No I don't mean that, I'm just gone, too much pain in my body
I've grown accustomed, but you knew that probably
This troubled soul will never fold, unless that form of origami
Transforms me into a diamond
That's what my mind's been thinking on this path I'm still climbing
And that's just the way I'm expressing it
I reckon I've reached a perfect point of imperfection
And everybody else around me just reflects it
So it should never be astounding when I address it
Just a 17 year old rebel, fighting and overcoming his devils
Trying to reach a higher mental level
Although I probably would've already reached it if I invested in something special
But
I guess that's just me
No how can this be?
I've gained my acceptance
Please show me the exit
I guess that's just me
No how can this be?
The cycle's finite
I purge finally
I guess that's just me
No how can this be?
I've gained my acceptance
Please show me the exit
I guess that's just me
No how can this be?
I purge finally
I purge finally
And I'm still the key to the safe
No inspiration, this chapter right here decides my fate
As if I'm planning to make it great, I'm too exhausted
From all the inner sobbing, I do this way too often
Putting these words together like I'm building my coffin
Make it the size of my dreams for me to get lost in
Any other options? None, they're simply opps and
All they really want is to see my veins popping
And ooze out all over the floor, watch my pouring aura
Full of melancholia, boredom, appetite for mortem
And more but I could never seem to look past
Anything within me cause I drown in all of the bad
But please, don't leave me alone inside of this void
Still not so sure if I wanna be kept and destroyed
No longer annoyed by the fact that I am a toy
Being played by the devil, he calls for me, I deploy
Because
I guess that's just me
No how can this be?
I've gained my acceptance
Please show me the exit
I guess that's just me
No how can this be?
The cycle's finite
I purge finally
I guess that's just me
No how can this be?
I've gained my acceptance
Please show me the exit
I guess that's just me
No how can this be?
I purge finally
I purge finally
Just surprised I ain't dead yet
Living off lies, but they make sense
And that's the art of the confusion
Not too sure if I'm abusing it
But I know that it's something I've been using
The temporary loss is amusing
Everything ain't what it seems
Real life, fake dreams, I'll accept it all just to be free