In nomine Ixtabi
I declare me
As the absolut executioner of myself
In nomine Ixtabi
I declare me
I never tried
To save me
'Cause even if I did that
Then what?
Love neither I could see
And even if I embrace death
Then what?
Free neither I could be
A single dose of happines and then
Straight into the chasm of darkness
Oh, don't you see?
Don't you see, don't you see
How eternal is the sufference of my human f*cking being?
Ixtab
Hit me with your favourite weapon
Ixtab
Castrates my incoherent desire to live
Suppres my mutable smile
Yesterday don't know why I survived but tonight
It's hazia lethal dose time
I scream the anathema of my life
Its sounds like this: "I wanna die"
Ixtab
Give me now what I deserve
A beautiful thorns' wreath
For my death