Ash Knight - santiago Lyrics

I tried reaching for your hand, but you never reached for mine
Maybe we took things fast
But i was still left attached
I cried and cried for help, but you didn't even notice
You said you wanted my face torn, and hang it on your wall
Tortured over a love that never existed
It never took much to love you, but leaving left my guts ripped
I never moved on but you moved on to whoever
I can act the part of a lover, while disheartened
This love meant something to me, but nothing to you
Do you miss me when you hear my name?
After all, it's like you never knew me
I never wanted to see you, but I was still looking for this
Tortured over a love that never existed
It never took much to love you, but leaving left my guts ripped
I never moved on but you moved on to whoever
In the depths of my soul, a sorrow does dwell
For a love that was never mine to tell anyone
I watched from afar, you danced with another
My heart filled with longing, spirit did smother
I dreamed of your touch, of your love so divine
But it was never meant to be, this heart of mine
I gave my heart freely, with hope in my eyes
But you never saw me, you never realized how much I owed you
Dear Santiago, I hope you're doing okay
But if you end up hearing this, you never saw me
I can't tell if I hate you or love you
But I know that I was too young to do this