Did I ever really win?
Will you die for my sin?
Only time will tell
In the meantime, I need hell
While I laid there with my luck
I heard my head screaming "you're f*cked"
Happiness is not found there
Throw your hands up, cuz you don't care
Blood is running down the wall
I want my head to stop and stall
Satisfied, just for today
Until my reason cannot stay
While I stood there with a crutch
I heard my gut scream "grab the clutch"
My regrets will be found there
I will hide them everywhere
Did I ever really win?
Will you die for my sin?
While I laid there with my luck
I heard my head screaming "you're f*cked"
Happiness is not found there
Throw your hands up cuz you don't care
While I sat around and lied
I could hear the screaming die
But respite is not found there
Throw your hands up, cuz you don't care
My regrets will be found there
I will hide them everywhere