Ashxs - It's Gonna Be Alright, But... Lyrics

That sigh is how I feel
I don't know bro
I don't know how I been feeling lately, but I've been contemplating
If I'm even getting the message that they been relaying to me
My thoughts have been concentrated, I'm constantly meditating
And wondering if I'm doing what's meant for me, truthfully
I couldn't tell you a single f*cking thing about myself
Not because I don't know me, I don't trust y'all not to tell
The next motherf*cker that you actin cool with
I don't flex with a single person went to school with
I'm outgrowing these bitches and all of the drugs
I don't really wanna f*ck, I could really use a hug tho
I'm finally giving me one, not to you though
Spent my whole life tryna care about a couple hoes
Ahah they ain't got the same heart as you
Gotta remind myself every time that I'm talked to
They think I'm hard just because I'm screaming f*ck you
Like i ain't hurting over all the words that people use
Surprise, I'm a human too
Which makes it really f*cking hard to relate to truth
I don't think that I belong, but this the life I choose
They listen to my songs but never ask me if I'm cool
They just wanna see me doin shit they're scared to do
They just wanna hear me crying for a lil proof
They're not the only ones that are out here f*cked up
They just hold it in, so they never feeling loved
I feel sorry for y'all man, but that's alright
At least it makes one of us and it sounds tight
Sorry I don't hit clubs, and i don't right swipe right
I don't need ya validation, hoe this all mine
I don't care what you think, you don't know my life
And I don't care what you drink, hoe i'm on ice
I've always been the type to like it served right
And I'm in tune so i know when you're a f*cking lie
And I say f*ck so much becauseI f*ck so much
And it's hard to say no when I'm off a buzz
Which is all the time, just to pass the time
And to tell the truth, I don't got it rough
I look at the world, and think that we stuck
We distract ourselves just so we don't fuss
Just so we don't think about how we're lost
Tell me when's the last time you did somethinG cause ya wanted to
Yeh, i'm just doin what I wanna do
We just wanna be happy and I want it to
So, I'm doin what i wanna do
You just wanna be happy and I want too
So, I been doin what I wanna do
I ain't ever really had too much to prove
I ain't ever really had too much to lose
You just wanna be happy and want it too, oh
Know you hate them long nights
Barely ever sleep cause you never really thinking right
Always on ya own, and you always in ya mind
Always feeling so alone, but it's gonna be alright
Yehh, I know you hate them long nights
Barely ever sleep cause you never really thinking right
Always on ya own, and you always in ya mind
Always feeling so alone, but it's gonna be alright
But it's gonna be alright
Know you never thinking right
And you always in ya mind
But it's gonna be alright
Know you hate them long nights
Know you always in ya mind
Know you never thinking right
But it's gonna be alright