Askari - HARD TO KILL (feat. Jahsy) Lyrics

Show my group love, no "Tongue Tied"
Take me to my best friends house
I be chillin' with my feet in the air
For my niggas, I'm ten toes down
Pissed off, ion even know why
Any door I close, I slam
Stand on my money, I'm the same height
A young nigga been broke as hell

Like, damn

I should've never fell for that scam
Oh well
I should've been true to my self

What the f*ck?

I been cuttin' corners all year
Push come to shove, I'ma step up
But my drive too hard to kill

Fresh out the booth, day 1, lil' bro been ill
No 'rona
Jumped by some niggas in Pomona
Shit when? That was like, 2012
Jah, A.K.A. Johnny Gat
Been there and did that when she told me go to hell
Put my chin up but the top still fell
Niggas puttin' me down, too hard to kill

I was down on my dick, I was livin' in the whip
My back still recoverin' (deadass)
Prayin' up to God, I was prayin' to Xzibit
Come down and pimp my shit
The engine over heatin' and the paint was f*ckin' chippin'
And all my seats was ripped
That "life" shit used to be clip
When I'm thinkin' back, I deadass almost offed my shit
(chill, chill)

Kept it all in
More bottled up emotions than the pharmacy that give me my pills
Pushed my family out the pic'
I regret it, that's void I can never refill
My whole life is a wreck
I must be architect, my trauma just builds
Lost my purpose, still found me a way to keep pushin'
That's the power of will
Threw myself in the deep end
Holding my breath 'til I found my gills
In thoughts of doubt, I drowned
Let me find out niggas really can't swim
Always been the odd one out
Made me hate myself, didn't want to exist

Now I'm barely realizin' I'm him

Now my ego too hard to kill