Asthen - Drowning Lyrics

Awaken in silence again
3 am; something's wrong here
Must be me, or something I ate?
Not again; much too late to go down this road
(Trains of thought) collide!

At first I was freezing, you see
Never mind, no one's awake to deal with me
Or just hear me scream
But that's fine
I'm alive

Nothing seems to make it go away
God I hope I make it through the day
I'm shivering and sweat gets into my eyes
Shaken to the core and paralysed

Now I've gone completely insane
6 am, nothing's right here
It's just me, i plan my escape
From today
From today

Misery has taken me alive
I cringe as I anticipate the knife
I'm shivering and sweat gets into my eyes
This hopeless child is all but paralysed

Now I'm drowning
I crash like the water around me
A life that I'm losing to doubting
I was always afraid of drowning
I struggle as water surrounds me
Alive but I'm hopelessly doubting
That I'd be this close to the end
Wait for the moment my heart stops
I'm holding the memories that I've lost
The meaning to keep them with me
How I wish this was a dream