Nothing, I said nothing is wrong
Never. Nothing's ever been
There is just nowhere I feel home
I've boarded myself inside
Behind those cold walls lies
Nothing but disappointment
Everything around me is moving. I am still
I'm still right here
Everything is constantly darkening
I am drowning in my self-hatred
A curled-up ball of patheticness
Everything is empty, everything is nothing
I don't have the strength to get up anymore
Choked by anxiety
My body feels limp. Crippled
I have lost all direction
All track of time
I can feel my guts
Rotting beneath my skin
I get dragged into this void
Filled with emptiness
And there's no way out
So I will drown
I know I will