I used to hate being lonely
Carrying pain all the time was so angry
I've always just wanted someone to hold me
God everywhere always felt so empty
But something has changed
No longer tryin' to escape these four walls
I don't want to run away
To where the other people are
I'd rather stay here
Everything stays the same here
I love just lying here away from everyone
No one to hurt you, no one to love
No one to make you feel like your not even there
Cuz you're not even there
It feels nice to not feel hated
It's a relief to know I'm not bothering you
Or taking up space
Oh I love this place, oh I love the space
Between you and me
I finally let go of wanting
To be on your mind
Was getting pointless to fight 'out of sight'
I don't care if I don't exist to the world
Anymore
It's getting harder to eat
And recently I'm finding I don't leave
My bed, 'we should be
Concerned, right?' you're just
Running the motions to
Wipe your conscience clean
Wipe your conscience clean
I don't want to run away
To where the other people are
I'd rather stay here
Everything stays the same here
I love just lying here away from everyone
No one to hurt you, no one to love
No one to make you feel like your not even there
Cuz you're not even there