audrey im - melon cauli Lyrics

Say i'm overwhelmed
Didn't sleep too well
My mind kept me up till 2 in the morning
Daily carousel
Dragged my way through hell
Can't differentiate my thoughts from the story

But i can't seem to find a reason for these
Messy fortunes that i'm calling my feelings
Put these stickers on my face to cover the scars
But who's that girl there afar - i do not know who you are

Self-checkout but never check back in
I'm holding baskets full of wilting flowers
Popcorn popped to pass the hours
Say goodbye but know you'll come again
'Cause everyday happiness keeps on calling so why do i feel like falling

Find my heart in aisle number 3
I left my brain in the car
The rust is painting my keys

Shaking up inside but cannot explode
I kinda wanna go home
But there i don't do much but be alone

Nothing's going on
Cried for way too long
California's never seen rain this early
Can't find words to write
Light a match tonight
The candle's burning down my house in the morning

But i can't seem to find a reason for these
Messy fortunes that i'm calling my feelings
Always telling myself i was born from the stars
But here i'm left in the dark - i do not know who you are

Self-checkout but never check back in
I'm holding baskets full of wilted flowers
Popcorn popped to pass the hours
Can you find me when you come again
My label's folderol freedom and folly
Peppers caffeine melon cauli

Find my heart in aisle number 3
I left my brain in the car
The rust is painting my keys

Shaking up inside but cannot explode
I kinda wanna go home
This here feels like the unknown

Can someone list the reasons here for me
Feel like i'm screaming the words
Guess i'm still picking the weeds

Have the map but don't know where to go
I kinda wanna go home
But there i don't do much but be alone