Do it again n get it right, yea
And now I'm thinkin' bout you, ay
F*ck it
Listen up
Wide awake, but not thinkin' of you
And the times you didn't care
It's like you picked and choosed
One night I was so f*ckin' stressed
The next day I couldn't leave my bed
Was stuck in my head
Insults shoutin' at a faster rate than the rain comin' down as the ground decays
And I don't know if Imma be okay
I got a habit takin' too many to numb the pain
It never works
Probably never will
Novocaine pumpin' through me
Nothing left to feel
Back and forth, debating to myself
Am I all alone?
I got a lotta friends
How many of 'em truly care?
I don't know
I don't know about anything anymore
Nothing feels the same to me
My heart and mind are at a war
I'm f*ckin' done
I got nothin' left on my plate
So when I'm gone
Just remind yourself of better days
Man, f*ck
Yea, just how I feel
But you keep hittin' my phone
The f*ck am I supposed to do?
My minds just different, this year
It's for the better
Dump my body in a cold, black, river
Over my chest you can place our picture
Over time, it'll wash up faded and grey
Kinda funny now, that's the way it is today
I don't care about your feelings
I don't care if you're a mess
Stop comin' back to me
I hate this f*ckin' stress
The other day I tore our picture up
And ripped it off the wall
Deleted every photo of us
What we had is gone
Not even bittersweet
I'm done wit you
Don't wanna meet
For a day, or a second you will never see me
Ever again and that's the way it should be
I know this tears you apart and you can barely breathe
But one day, you'll find relief
And you'll promise to yourself
You won't be thinkin' of me
The day will come and I'll be dead to you
And you'll be dead to me
Rest in piece
Yea, how's that for a heartbreak?