dear you Video (MV)

I'm waiting for the day
Where something I say
Doesn't make you turn away
Out of shame
Or something I do
Doesn't make me a fool
So I can get you
To stop the blame
But I'm still a fool
Just looking for approval
The words that you've said
Are stuck in my head
I'm tired of this fight
And doing this every night
I don't know what's right
But this is not fine
With everything I know
And all that you show
But I'm afraid to say no
And leave you behind
But I'm still a fool
Looking for approval
The words that you've said
Are stuck in my head
What can I do
Why are you so critical
I need to find a way out
Before my head explodes
I just wanna know
Why I'm never enough
Because the pressure you put on me
Makes everything so tough
Why is it the one person
Who should always have my back
Is the one person
Who's support always lacks
It's hard because I love you
And you know you love me too
But I don't know how to fix this
There's nothing I can do
I just want to show you
I'm doing my best
So please cut me some slack
And give it a rest
I know you're trying to help
But it's not alright
Every time you open your mouth
It gets harder to fight
I wanna look you in the eye
And show you what's inside
All the pain that you've caused me
That I've continued to hide
I want you to see
What it is you've done
If this was some kind of game
I think you would've won
Just know I won't give up on you
Because I know you mean well
I just wish all that you said
Didn't make me feel like hell
I just want you to understand
What you have put me through
And realize all the damage
That your words can do