avaaa roseee. - mystery Lyrics

Life is so crazy, it's never what it seems
I planned out everything, was ready for my dream
But shit got in the way, I didn't know what to say
Everything fell apart, my dream ran away
But why's it gotta be like this
I feel like I took a shot, and I missed
I thought life was what I made it to be
So why does my life feel like a mystery
I wanna make my future, I wanna do it right
But I have lost all control, it's out of sight
So much has happened that I had not planned
My life is being written without the pen in my hand
But why's it gotta be like this
I feel like I took a shot, and I missed
I thought life was what I made it to be
So why does my life feel like a mystery
All I want is to have control
Make my story all my own
This isn't what I thought it would be
I just wish that life was less of a mystery
I'm trying to get a grip, and take the wheel
Reaching for the stars to make the dream real
But why's it gotta be like this
I feel like I took a shot, and I missed
I thought life was what I made it to be
I hope one day my life's not such a mystery