AVEC - I Hate You (So Much) Lyrics

Your tired face - I feel nothing when I see it
I don't know what that means
But I guess I must be dreaming
Are you in bed yet
And are you sleeping tight
Can I wake you up
Cause I can't sleep alright
Sometimes - I wish I wouldn't feel love
Pass me by - am I even real, love?
I hate you so much
I am exploding - I am imploding
I am taking myself
Through this mess - you've caused
That was never what I wanted
At all
I don't think I'm - made for this
It's making me sick and I don't wanna feel sick again
Why is it easier
To feel angry than sad
I swallow the pain - now I am just dead
And I don't wanna live like that
Sometimes - I wish I wouldn't feel love
Pass me by - am I even real, love?
I hate you so much
I am exploding - I am imploding
I am taking myself
Through this mess - you've caused
That was never what I wanted
At all
I hate you so much
I am exploding - I am imploding
I am taking myself
Through this mess - you've caused
That was never what I wanted
At all
At all
At all"