My Stress Video (MV)

Yo ONE
Time for me to step into my room and write another story
Murdered every beat that came in my direction, walls are looking kinda gory
I don't know where I should go from here, I guess I'll let the pen direct me
Writing what I feel, no correcting
Pouring out my heart to the ones I love the most
Even if I'm flying across the coast, I still keep you close to me
Looking at my future self like what is this supposed to be
Where will this new journey take me, tables twist and turning
I cannot keep up with all the stress inside of me, it's tiring
Most of y'all just know me as somebody who is carefree
Walking around like nothing's ever happening
But trust me there is more to it than that
I've got some layers that I refuse to pull back
For the safety of my state of mind
Sometimes vulnerability can get the best of me
So when I open up to you, do not take it for granted
I'm not one for caving in, but in the end
There's only so much I can take before I need to ventilate
Pacing back and forth between my room
Trying to concentrate
Walls are closing in on me, becoming so unbearable
This is oh so terrible
Overthinking every single move that I make
I don't think that you understand
It's hard to create under my day to day stress
Even though I brush that shit away like it's avoidable
It's never out of sight
There's only so many problems I can keep beneath the rug at night
No matter how hard that I try
The morning after always leads to another rugged night
Crazy how my life's been passing by
I can barely keep up with the times
Some days I'm not even in the mood to make some rhymes
Man it's crazy how this life we live will put you through some situations
That you feel will never end
I can't even lie, I've been distant with my friends
I can't even lie, I've been distant with my fam
I can't even lie, I've been distant with the world
Some days I just need to get away from the pain and the stress
Rocking my facade, walking through a troubled life
That's bizarre, these are topics I don't like to speak on
But when I hit the mic and turn the speakers on
It always feels like home to me
That's the only time I don't feel alone
Cause when I get the mic next to me
That's the only one I can vent to
So always keep in mind that no matter how far we may be
I will always keep the ones that I love close to me